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How is an ADHD high school dropout who only got anywhere through self-taught skills meant to actually pick up programming and ML? I couldn't even fucking finish the audiobook for Snowcrash It's CRIPPLING me but for real.
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I wrote Nemoia Engine... Considering executive dysfunction, it's hundreds of hours of research into thousands of libraries, prompting, TTS, audio analysis, and way more... Yet all I have to show for it, is a scuffed terminal app that does back and forth voice chat-
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-and a Discord bot that can chat really well, and says some of the most humanlike things I've seen out of an LM. I did so much experimentation to get to where I'm now, idek what the fuck a nucleus K sampling method on the logit stopping criteria is. It's all a jumbled mess-
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I feel like... nobody cares? Those that care are few and far between, many seem like they care on the surface, but you dig deeper, and they're actually super against what I'm doing. And those that really dig it already got their own similar projects, sometimes more advanced.
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I'm annoyed, because I've yet to see hundreds of the ideas I've implemented into Nemoia Engine actually reflected anywhere else. Mostly because nobody actually wants to build lifelike AI. They just want LLaMA to read off their PDFs.
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Back in middle school even, I used to avoid sports, not because I was an inactive lazy shit. It's because no matetr how simply, and how many times I got the rules explained to me. I could never handle the thought concurrency of the rules, the players, who's on my team, and such.
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I'm still like this today. I know SO FUCKING MUCH. It's actually crazy. I'm often one of the most knowledgeable on a ton of technical subjects. But the moment you start involving linear algebra in my arithmetics, I'm lost. I understand that linear regression puts the dots-
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-closer to the line, but how the fuck does that happen? why does the math equation look like a regex string for emails? Too many rules, and now I gotta balance this WITHIN AN ENTIRE CODEBASE AS WELL!? I'm STUPID
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